envelopes me

A rapacious gluttony.

It devours all my energy,

Eating at me, constantly.

A raging stormy sea

And a void far and empty

Stretching out endlessly

And beyond all periphery

Creating vast entropy;

A resounding cacophony

Of suicidal tendencies

And homicidal fantasies.

Plagued by oversensitivity

Persistent thoughts of envy

And sporadic acts of jealousy.

Doubtful thoughts make me bleed,

Bringing up insecurities.

A prison from which

I’ll never be free

I’ll never be